trust?!

erm...
that day, you asked me why I will asked you those questions...
well.. I told you.. It's nothing, i just wanna tell you...

U said : " I will trust you whatever you said. "

I felt SAD when I heard this...
You know, i hope that... u will trust me, not just because that the words came out from my mouth... I hope that, u trust me, because you saw the truth... saw what I'd told you...

But NOT trust me BLINDLY...

I know that it is hard to believe... but it is what I saw and what I feel... maybe u can choose to do not trust it... it's just my opinion.. maybe i'm wrong.. who knows??

please don't trust me blindly.. just because u scare that i will be angry...
i will not angry easily...

aiks....
I do hope that you see this blog...
and understand what is my feeling...
I can't tell you when I faced to you..
I don't why but I can't express my feeling well in front of you...
maybe... I'm nervous?!
I dunno...
lol..