Wednesday, August 26, 2009

>.<

Yish. What am I thinking now.
You know what.. I am going to burst..

BOOM...!!

Stupid brain.. Stop it..!!
Well. I don't want to admit that but it is the truth.
I do ................

Gosh..I don't know how long I could pretend...

YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY!!!!

Hell.
I SHALL control my mind.. though it is HARD ==

ExaM.. I'm dead..

gosh..
it is 3.30AM now...

but what am I doing here?
rubbish...
stupid trial.. I wonder that who created exam?!
the person must be SOMETHING WRONG..

yish.. what a lazy bug am I..
=.=

fine. no more excuse..
study la.. >.<


P/S: hell. I miss my bed so much.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

trust?!

erm...
that day, you asked me why I will asked you those questions...
well.. I told you.. It's nothing, i just wanna tell you...

U said : " I will trust you whatever you said. "

I felt SAD when I heard this...
You know, i hope that... u will trust me, not just because that the words came out from my mouth... I hope that, u trust me, because you saw the truth... saw what I'd told you...

But NOT trust me BLINDLY...

I know that it is hard to believe... but it is what I saw and what I feel... maybe u can choose to do not trust it... it's just my opinion.. maybe i'm wrong.. who knows??

please don't trust me blindly.. just because u scare that i will be angry...
i will not angry easily...

aiks....
I do hope that you see this blog...
and understand what is my feeling...
I can't tell you when I faced to you..
I don't why but I can't express my feeling well in front of you...
maybe... I'm nervous?!
I dunno...
lol..

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

未来?!

form 5 了。。
该想想未来了。。
唉。。
烦透了。。
我自己都还不懂我未来要怎样。。

读书吗??
肯定啦。。
college 还是 local U ??

不知道。。。
college 的学费。。
我家人肯定供不到我的。。
如果读 college..
我一定要拿到full scholarship 才有望的。。
唉。。。
full scholarship...
将容易乜。。。

其实我是想出国的。。
但是。。
还是那句。。 没有$$ ~~
唉。。可悲可悲。。。
有$$ 几好!!
要出国。。。
也要拿到 scholarship 才有望。。
问题是。。。
将多人要出国。。。
我的成绩。。
拿到吗??
唉。。。

哎哟。。
想到都烦叻。。
如果我现在还是form 3 或 form 4 就好了。。
就不用烦将多了。。
唉。。

SPM 又要到了。。
唉。。。
加油啦!!!

AIYO~

今天。。
惨了。。。
被人家看到了。。

真的够。。。paiseh 的咯~~
哎哟。。。
他那个是什么表情。。

真是个白痴。。
他误会了啦~ >.<

aiyo....
=.=

Sunday, July 5, 2009

KANG ZI vry vry SOI~~~ =P

ERM..
i was too sienz just now ..
so i viewed our yu hua st john's blog..
so HAPPY when saw those pictures of the activities that conducted by us...
suddenly...
so UNFORTUNATELY...
i noticed 1 of the pictures.. in d gallery of Desa Water Park there...
tat picture so so so.... >.<

I'm so PITY inside the picture...
haha...
kang zi's fault!! =P

she PUSH AWAY my head just because that i blocked her face ACCIDENTLY when d camera man captured... =.=
my head... OMG...
I still wonder that why my neck won't get sprained..
hahaz...

maybe this is my SPECIAL ABILITY huh??!!
hahaz... then i should be feel happy~~==
lol


LET'S CHECK OUT THE PICTURE BELOW...

P/S: kang zi.. my head almost 90 degree la... =.=
haha..

Friday, July 3, 2009

。。。

最近的心情很乱。。
我自己都不懂我自己在想什么。。

说不喜欢吗。。又不是。。
说喜欢吗。。又好像还不是~~
很矛盾hor...

最近一直在动摇了。。。
因为朋友的不赞同。。

是我最好的朋友。。了解我。。
的不赞同,让我动摇了。。
比我想得多,比我想得远。。
或许我应该听的??
那样,就没那么容易受伤吧?
或许是的。。

自从过后,就再也没有这种心情了。。
但我不敢跟讲。。怕又再次的不赞同。。
说,是个很好的朋友,但却不是个很好的??。。。
是的。。或许说的对。。
可能真的是那样。。

我不想再受伤。。一次就够我痛了。。
好不容易才好了。。不想又那么笨的再试一次。。

却告诉我。。
要跟着自己的心去走。。
喜欢就去。。
不喜欢就算了。。
难不成朋友说不,自己也说不吧?
该有自己的主见的。。
是的。。说的也对。。

她们说的都对。。。

问题不在,也不在她们,问题在于我!
我很怕。。
我很胆小。。
我没有安全感。。
给的伤害,会那么深,是因为自己的笨。。
很讨厌那么笨的自己。。
笨蛋!!

很热情,很直接,有时还吓倒我了。。
真是个白痴。。
那有人那么直接的。。
但是,吓倒的同时,我。。居然有少少。。开心?!
哎哟。。
或许。。。。
真的不一样?!

说,你没有试过。。
你哪里会懂。。
就敢敢放手去吧。。至少以后,你还可以说:我试过了!
总好过什么都不敢,到最后才后悔吧。。

唉。。
烦啊。。
别问我他是谁。。
我不想讲。。
抱歉。。